Hello Love,
It's been seven days already. I've been writing this journal for a week. Seven days have passed, time really flies.
Today I received a blessing from Allah in the form of food. My neighbor is having an event and I got some of their food. I didn't go to their house because the event only invited men. So someone delivered it to my house. I'm very grateful for this blessing.
Honestly, I'm actually limiting my interactions with the men in the neighbourhood. I sometimes greet them but just normally, not too 'friendly' like before. Because with my current status, I avoid misunderstandings that lead to slander. I have to maintain my dignity as a woman.
I've started exercising again. Today I rode a static bike for 60 minutes while watching my favorite show on YouTube. I haven't exercised in a long time, my muscles are a little shocked. As a result, it starts to feel sore. Hehe
Hopefully, I can get back to my original weight. My target is to lose about 20kg. But, I'm not chasing a drastic, rapid weight loss, because that would be dangerous for my body and organs inside. So I try to maintain my diet and exercise. So that my body shape still looks good.
Oh yeah, yesterday I sent job applications to several NGOs. There's no harm in trying, right? At first, I was worried and not confident in my abilities. But finally, I took courage, failure doesn't mean the end of everything, right? The important thing is that we have taken the first step to try.
Please pray for me, Love. So I can have a better life.
See you tomorrow.
(uwiepuspita)
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