Dear Love,
I thought today would be a little quiet, but I was wrong. I got a panic attack. I actually can't be in a very crowded place, it will make me panic. My heart beats fast, my breath starts to gasp, and I sweat profusely. That's what I felt today.
The crowd at Bogor station was unlike usual. They said to reduce congestion, the exit doors were diverted to just one door. But, it ended up making the atmosphere more crowded and a little chaotic. As a result, the panic attack came. I tried to calm myself down by quickly getting out of the crowd and regulating my breathing.
Should I be in crowds more often so I don't panic anymore?
Oh yeah, earlier I accidentally saw people who wanted to visit their families in prison. There were many who brought cakes in jars to give to their families inside. But, it turns out you can't bring food in jars. So the cakes were taken out and put in clear plastic that was provided. Maybe to avoid any prohibited items from being brought in. This is something new to me.
What else interesting did I find today?
Mmm, I think that's it for now.
See you tomorrow, Love.
(uwiepuspita)
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