Hello
Love,
I'm
still alive! I just skipped a day of journaling. Yesterday, my mental state wasn't great.
There were so many things swirling around in my head that I just didn't want to
open my laptop and write. As a result, I
didn't post anything yesterday.
Don't
worry, I'm feeling better now. And most
importantly, I'm still alive! Hehe. Even
though I can't really remember what happened yesterday, huh?
Oh,
I exercised for about two hours yesterday, I think. One hour in the morning and one hour in the
afternoon. Some of my packages also
arrived yesterday. I bought some instant food and elcarnite. It rained heavily yesterday too – the thunder
was loud, and there was an earthquake in Bogor!
What
happened yesterday that triggered my sadness? Haha, I don't know; I really
forgot. Everything just seemed to happen.
Today's
been pretty fun, actually.
I
decided to go out. I went to my ex's office to drop off some of his
belongings. I didn't see him, I just
left them there. Just as I hoped, I didn't run into him, and I got all my
obligations out of the way. I hope I can
be more calm in my life after this.
After
that, I met up with an old friend from my former office. Let's just call her
Mbak L. She's so kind, and I think I've told you about her in another
post. Oh, actually I'm wrong; I only
wrote about her on my Instagram.
We
had lunch together. She insisted on paying for my lunch, even treated me to
some snacks I took home. I felt a little
awkward because she spent so much money on me, but I'm also really grateful. I hope all the kindness she spreads comes
back to her tenfold.
Another
bonus, it was raining heavily in Bogor when I got home. Luckily, the rain had stopped by the time I
got to the station. I fell asleep on the
train because I was full and tired.
Oh
yeah, I also met a new person – Mbak L's friend, and her two adorable kids. Her
youngest child warmed up to me so quickly.
She followed me everywhere and held my hand. It was sad to say goodbye.
I
seem to have been eating a lot lately. My weight's gone up! Haha.
I need to get back on a diet and exercise more.
Okay.
Thank God I'm still alive.
See
you tomorrow, Love.
(Uwiepuspita)
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