Hello Love,
Today is the second day of Eid al-Fitr. I chose not to go back home and gather with my relatives. I chose to celebrate it alone.
A few things that happened recently, more precisely in the last two years, have had a big impact on my life. My mental state was destroyed and I'm still trying to restore it. Even though I'm still in a place that's blurry to me. I still don't know what I want and how to get back to life.
So I chose to be alone. I'm not ready to make small talk, try to smile and laugh with people around me. There will definitely be a lot of questions thrown at me, about my life and others. Or receive pitying looks from people towards me. Yes, so I chose to be alone. I don't know how long.
It feels a little strange when everything is quiet. Even the wind doesn't want to show itself just to say hello. This makes the atmosphere even quieter.
I didn't do much today. Just doing a few things here and there to keep myself busy. What about you? What did you do today?
Oh yeah Love, today I made cheese ramen with bok choy and meatballs. At first, I thought I cooked too much for myself. But, 10 minutes later, I was able to finish it. Pretty good, huh. Hehehe
See you tomorrow.
(uwiepuspita)
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