Day 4: Someone you miss right now
Who do you think I miss right now?
We unconsciously meet so many people from the time we are born to this day. Some come and stay for a long time, some just stop by for a while, some just meet eyes. We never know when, where, and how we meet.
Do you know that all those meetings must have meaning? Whether we realize it or not. Because, imagine out of millions of people on the surface of the earth, we can meet each other. Isn't that impressive?
So who do I miss right now? Parents? Siblings? Grandma? Grandpa? Who?
Have you ever watched the Doraemon and Nobita movie? Where Nobita wants to know if he's really the child of his father and mother? He goes back in time to witness his birth. So what's the connection to missing someone?
With everything that's happened lately in my life, I feel like the person I miss is myself. I've lost myself for a long time without realizing it. I want the version of myself who's cheerful and doesn't seem afraid of anything to come back.
Meeting many people often makes us make many adaptations. I always believe that other people are fixed variables and we are the variables that change. Because we can't demand someone to be like we want them to be. So, whether we like it or not, we're the ones who adjust.
It's just that, I adjusted myself wrong. I lost myself. Even when that person left and chose themselves without thinking about me. I was left behind without anything left. Not even myself.
So, yes... I miss myself before this.
What about you? Who do you miss?
You can see the challenge here!!!
(uwiepuspita)
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